What a night. It looked as though it was going to be a good’n. You see I was suppost to be going out to dinner with Mum, Dan, and Amber, but Mum called before the event and said Hannah was coming and started going off at me about how I need to do this and that etc… at which stage I lost it and nutted of at her. Even in front of Amber. What an ass. So one thing led to another and dinner didnt happen as planned.
Alternativly Amber and I drove to the Bourne, we had fish and chips and now I’m at home. It’s just really stink, you see I feel totally bad because I even nutted of at Amber at one stage which is something I never want to do again. I abused a whole lot of people outside of the car. They couldnt hear my rants but I could and Amber could. Sheeez.
So rather then stay with Amber tonight I decided to come home, tidy some stuff up, maybe do some Yoga. Have a shower and change my clothes.
This is a total blow off. I just want to be happy. What the fuck am I saying, 98% of the time I am happy. Maybe we all have our moments - sometimes I have moments and feel like I’m the only one. What are yours?
Oh well. I just want to be the best I can be, for my family, for Amber, you, and ultimitly me :D
Yes we all have our moments, but learning to control these moments is a powerful thing.
My rule Do not speak- unless it improves on silence.
“Do not speak…” - well considered, but easier said than done. People, especially close friends and family, have an amazing capacity for forgiveness. They’ll be fine. And one day, they’ll need you to forgive them for nutting off.
yeah mate, it happens. Remember, family can’t dump you.. but try to avoid nutting off at Amber… just take it easy, make it up, take a deep breath, then ask yourself.. does it really matter? do you really care if you go out for dinner or not?
fustrating maybe.. but worth getting angry about?
yeah man.
nice site redesign by the way :)!)
nice redesign!
you have been very quiet lately wassup?